I am Back.........well Again........

Thought I would update this area..........coz....well I didnot do so for a long long time........hmmmm......so here goes something that struck my brain in a state of what is known by common man as Malfunction......long time back I wrote this......so you guys dont think I would be like this when you will meet me in the near future.....but what the hell.......too much of talks too less of real attributes....so here goes.....


I watch the sun set again,
Sitting in the dark room,
Having nothing to loose,
And nothing to gain.
This pain inside,
Makes me numb,
Confuses me purposely,
What a conspiracy!
I feel this is my fault,
I am disturbed,
That is not what I think,
But the whole darn world.
I was told,
My life is an open book,
I should not close it before it is done,
But now I have lost my will to live,
Lost all motivation.
There are so many things to say,
So many things to give thought to,
Now just what I need is,
Someone who lends an ear.
Everyday this anger is filling me,
And I need to set some free,
Need to set some free desperately,
Or I feel I will burst in spree.
I feel death is roaming near me,
Waiting for the right time to strike,
I guess this will only free me,
From all I have done my life.
I smoke the last cigarette of the day,
Go to bed bewildered,
Hope I never wake up again,
To what that never was.
I hope if I wake up again,
There will be something to cheer about,
I hope I forget all the things,
That I have been through,
Make myself free of doubt.
We all like heroes,
We all want to be rescued by one,
But then…life is no fairy tale,
And all the heroes fought for Greece,
Everyone has to stand next to what he fakes,
Now that is something that makes me freeze.


This one's called Anger=Motivation, you know.............I am a Slipknot fan!!!