This One Is Called Parley.........(enjoy)

Sit here to write this down,
Think this will help me to heal.
I need to get a grip,
That’s something I don’t know how or feel.
Feel like life is choking me,
But then death is also not poking me.
I want to see the end of the line,
I don’t want to live here till 99.
I thought I had a special gift that god bestowed,
It wasn’t a gift,
No where near a knack,
It was an agreement,
“If you are born then I would not be there for you”,
That’s what he said and was prophesized,
Now I don’t believe the three letter word anymore,
Now I feel purified.
I know how it feels when people look at you,
And they don’t smile,
And give you the expression “You Are Messed Up”.
But I am not the one who’s messed up big time,
It’s the one who failed miserably,
He has all the power,
And all that power reaps corruption.
This place I exist in,
Catapults me towards claustrophobia,
I don’t want any of this aggressive phobia.
What have I become,
I see a monster in the mirror,
But the eyes tell a different anecdote.
When will I be freed from this negativeness,
I don’t want to fly like a bird,
Or sting like a bee,
I want to be human,
But the other half of me wants be a Judas’s guy,
And screw the hell out of thy.

This is Something about ............Something!!

(Originally written on a clean piece of paper)

Sitting on a place high above the ground,
Look at the sky, listen to the music, make no sound.
Empty mind is what I have,
And the devil keeps knocking for a nap.
I wonder what kind of mind the devil has,
Does he have an empty thinking like mine?
Or does he think what perfect disorder can he cause this time?
Anyway I got rid of the devil,
And got some and paper,
Sat down to write something.
I look at the paper with the pen in my hand,
The paper looks so perfect when it is empty.
I feel like I am a butcher, the pen my knife,
And the paper looking at me and saying,
“I am too young to die; I have some children and a wife”.
I wonder, is this where they get the idea,
That a pen is mightier than a sword?
And then it happens, I write the first word.
Expected to see blood, oh how I wanted to see blood,
But the paper didn’t bleed, no it was not what it was meant for,
The paper didn’t put up a fight too,
It doesn’t have life, I got the clue,
But I can feel it is talking to me,
Making my own words ring in my ears,
Making me afraid of me,
Making me aware of my most fearful fears,
What should I do now?
I cannot run nor do I want to hide,
I think I can put up a fight.
At least I can try, I was optimistic.
I don’t know is it good to be a warrior,
Or am I better off like a coward.
And then a miracle happens,
The ringing of the phone never felt sweeter.
What a nightmare, I thought.
I crumpled up the paper and threw it away,
I know it cannot be perfect again.

Fort Minor

Man...... whatever they do they are good!!!! Linkin Park's Mike Shinoda is rapping away Petrified in the album Fort Minor ......... and he rocks!!!! Period.

The line actually goes........
How U Doin' All,
My Name is Mike,
blah blah......

Bottomline>>>It Sounds AWESOME!!!!

Go Check out the Video at www.linkinpark.com. One thorn in the bush......the video cannot be saved.

All in all its not another brick in the wall but a brick on ones plate, Butterscotch Flavored!!!!

This is Rupayan Biswas

Me Here Too. Me The All Indian Brother of the All Indian Brother!?!?!?!

0035:Tendulkar.........Sachin Tendulkar!!

Sachin Tendulkar. That's all this post has to say. The guy gets ahead of everyone in the context of scoring centuries and sports a smile sponsered by Adidas. Great going Mr. Tendulkar and hope you stay out of injuries!

Most Wanted...........Sure!!!!!!!!!!

The new speester in EA's successful series combines the tuner customization of Need for Speed Underground with an expanded take on the police chases of the Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit series. The game will feature a Rap Sheet option that works hand in hand with a player's street reputation as they move up from the "Black List" to the A-List. Users will also be able to go head-to-head with their opponents while simultaneously trying to avoid more than six different police cars at once through a dynamically changing open-ended world. Get your car peaked for outrunning the po-po by customizing your muscle cars, supercars, tuners, and sports cars. NOW THESE ARE SOME WILD GRAPHICS OR WHAT?!?!

NEED For SpEeD!!!

Wats with this Need For Speed Underground 2 graphics hoopla? On one PC it does not show crowds, headlights, or motion blurrrrrr, but on another, it shows everything but runs with hiccups. Hope these Canadians learn how to make a glitch free game. But still with all the minor problems the game is fun to play.

We R METALLICA

Boy this is the Greatest and I Mean GREATEST ROCK BAND EVER!!!!!! Started Listening to them a year ago and I like all Songs now. Man I can relate to each Song. Try Fade to Black.

Past Life Regression

Reading a book by Dr. Brian Weiss. This guy uses past life regression to cure his patients. I am reading Only Love Is Real, and though I don't believe in God and stuff, this guy makes me think.

Going to leave skids mark here.......

This is me ......I have arrived ...................and i did kill Mr. UKNOWWHO!